Kitty

I'm so friggen bored!

Ok, I think I can start updating this thing again.. I have been sooo bored at work lately!

Black Oak Casnio

I have been going gambling too much lately! haha Me n my mom went to Black Oak last night after work. She has been wanting to go, so I finally took her. I Came home with $600 and went there with $300, so that is cool I didn't lose anything this time! haha I won like $300 on my favorite Hexbreaker kitty machine when I was down to my last $20.. I took a couple pisc of it with my phone.. hehe We did not get home until 6:15am! I was soooo tired driving home, I didn't think I was going to make it for a little bit there. Not sure why we always stay so late?? haha So I slept until 2:30 this afternoon.. Sux because it's such a nice day, I should of been out doing something!

Godsmack - Serenity

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes.. I take another deep breath, and feel the wind pass through my body. I'm the one in your soul reflecting inner light. Protect the ones who hold you, cradling your inner child.

I need serenity in a place where I can hide, I need serenity nothing changes, days go by..

Where do we go when we just don't know and how do we relight the flame when it's cold. Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing, and when will we learn to control.
Tragic visions slowly stole my life, tore away everything cheating me out of my time.

I'm the one who loves you. No matter wrong or right, and every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child.

I need serenity In a place where I can hide, I need serenity nothing changes, days go by...

Where do we go when we just don't know and how do we relight the flame when it's cold. Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing and when will we learn to control.

I need serenity.. I need serenity.

I'm digging Godsmack right now.. I always listen to this kind of music when I'm depressed, or just burnt out on the stupid shit in life! Makes me feel better for some reason??

Valentine's Day

Happy V-day! Wish I had something fun to write about, but I don't.. haha I asked my single girlfriends if they wanted to go have a drink or something after work, but a couple of them have plans and the other two didn't feel like it. So I plan to order some take out from Texas Roadhouse for me n mom and sit at home tonight. Just another day.. I may hit up the gym when I get home from work first though?? I'm going to stop and get my mom a couple balloons and maybe some flowers. My dad used to get her a big thing of flowers and candy every year, so I feel bad he's not around for her anymore. Hope everyone has a good day today. ;-)

I hate my job!!

So we have new hire orientations every Monday and Wednesday. Normally my boss would do the payroll portion and I'd fill in when needed, but now that the bastard quit I have to do them every week. I don't mind it when there is just a couple people, but like today we have 11 in there and I'm freaking out!! I do not like getting up in front of people to talk. What the hell!! This is sooo not cool!

Tahoe

Went to Tahoe a couple weeks ago.. I just realized I never posted anything about it. This was the view from our room. So pretty! The weather was nice n clear. We just went for two nights, a Wed. and Thurs. so it was pretty mellow. The first night I was winning on everything I touched, but then gave it all back the next night. haha My friend came home with like $1200 or something, so that was cool! ;-) We watched the show "Party girls" for a little while. It was ok, just some chicks on stage dancing around in under wear, then by the end of each song they would be topless.. haha

We had a real nice dinner while we were there to. The best steak I think I have ever had! I also tried some shrimp and Tuna. The shrimp was good, but the tuna was just ok, (to me) I have a hard time with that raw stuff.. hehe

On the way home we stop at McDonald's and they had this "walk thru" window. Kinda like the drive thru but you get out of you car go in and walk thru. Ok what the frick is the point? If you are going to go in, go in and eat, or just get your stuff to go like you do anywhere else that does not have a "Walk thru" window. haha We thought that was pretty funny!

Andrew Dice Clay

Went to see Andrew Dice Clay Friday night at Cache Creek Casino. It was pretty fun! I guess I was a little too lit and was talking during most of the show, but I was having fun! hehe If you have seen Dice before it's al the same. Cool to see him in person though. Did a little gambling before and after the show and could not win at anything! Everyone around me was winning though.. I hate that crap! All the rooms were sold out so we crashed in my friends trailor out in the parking lot. That was cool I felt like I was camping.. hehe

Valentine's Day

I'm so sick of hearing about Valentine's Day! It's all over the Radio, TV and the internet! Very over rated holiday! Can you tell I'm a little bitter? haha I have not had a good Valentine's Day since I was with Tony 4 years ago! I don't think I had a good one before him either! haha He sent me roses, a cute teddy bear and candy to work. It was neat they delivered the roses first, but then about a hour later they came back and brought me the teddy bear, then a little later they came again with a cute bag of candy. The company I worked for at the time was like 90% women and of course they were all jealous. hehe Then after work we had a nice evening at home. I made a nice dinner and all that good stuff. I'm not used to that Kind of thing, so I was all happy!

He said he had never sent anyone anything for V-day before. What is it with these guys? haha The simple things mean a lot! I would have been happy with just a single rose and a card, he didn't have to get me all that stuff!

Unfortunately I'm pretty sure this year again will be just another day for me..

Saddle Rack

We went to the Saddle Rack in Fremont last night to celebrate Terry's B-day and Mary n Terry's anniversary, but they didn't stay to long since Terry was feeling kinda sick.. So that sucked, but otherwise it was a pretty good time as usual! hehe

Me n Sherry trying to take a pic of ourselves.. haha

Me n some guy.. The look on my face is "Get this hat and your hand off me!!" lol

Ok this girl standing behind us was not standing on anything, she really is that tall!

New Years at Thunder Valley

Wake up Terry! haha

Christmas

Raider game pics

These are some pics from the last couple games.. I don't remember seeing Santa, So I must have been lit! haha

Nice Bela! haha

Not sure what this was all about? haha

Shelley's house

Shelley had all us girls over for a pre-Christmas dinner. Good times!

After dinner me, Kathy and Ilene went out and about to some dive bar in Manteca.. haha We were taking pictures of ourselves in the very PINK bathroom! haha

Holiday party

We had our office party at the boss's house in Discovery Bay. There was a lighted boat show, but it was a little to cold to go out and see it. I got a pic of 1 boat! haha